I’m starting this blog series in an attempt to find my way to “chill” because yo gorl has almost no chill – only now instead of that being a personality trait it’s causing hormonal fluctuations that my body doesn’t know how to process anymore which then leads to me passing out … which is no bueno. I consider myself agnostic because I’m not sure there is/are a god/s, but I’m not going to tell you they can’t possibly exist either. I do however enjoy the idea of trying out different forms of meditation to see if any of them will work for me, which brings me to my latest adventure – using tarot cards as a point of focus for meditation. Let’s see what cards I pull today, shall we?
I’m still very much on the “can’t even” train. Let me off of this thing.
Twenty Five – The Ring
I find it somewhat amusing that I’ve pulled this card shortly after reading some of The Wheel of Time.
As for the context of today’s meditation, allow me to think. Promises. Cycles. Cooperation… I’ve been trying to build a new cycle recently. I want to actually start taking care of myself without judging myself on my bad days. I have to really learn to work with my body instead of fighting it on the days when it can’t even. I promise to treat myself gently and learn to cooperate with what I can do whether the current cycle works well or not. I want to work towards focusing on what I can do right now instead of what I could do before.
This card was pulled from Eric Maille’s The Paper Oracle Deck with Guide Booklet.