My Meditation Journey | Episode 32

I’m starting this blog series in an attempt to find my way to “chill” because yo gorl has almost no chill – only now instead of that being a personality trait it’s causing hormonal fluctuations that my body doesn’t know how to process anymore which then leads to me passing out … which is no bueno. I consider myself agnostic because I’m not sure there is/are a god/s, but I’m not going to tell you they can’t possibly exist either. I do however enjoy the idea of trying out different forms of meditation to see if any of them will work for me, which brings me to my latest adventure – using tarot cards as a point of focus for meditation. Let’s see what cards I pull today, shall we?

Doing anything lately seems to be taking a lot of willpower.

Forty – The Storm


Once again I find myself thoroughly amused by the cards; I just set my ambient room noise to “thunderstorm” about five minutes before pulling this card. This card serves as a reminder that there are pros and cons to chaos. Today for instance, I woke up with a headache and had a feelings that today was going to be weird. Usually I would be rather annoyed by this, but I’ve been trying to work on setting small goals to be excited about. I was able to make myself some breakfast and meal prep a few lunches before my headache got worse. Because I’d had breakfast I could take some pain meds. While I waited for the meds to kick in I closed my curtains since I was getting light sensitive. Since closing the curtains didn’t help enough I decided to don an eye mask and listen to an audiobook. It’s not the kind of day I would have picked for myself, but it’s turning into a relaxation day whether I want it or not. Now I think I’ll stop writing since I’m starting to get light sensitive again.

This card was pulled from Eric Maille’s The Paper Oracle Deck with Guide Booklet.

Published by Victoria Mendes

I'm just a house-wife trying to cook good meals on a budget.

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