I’m starting this blog series in an attempt to find my way to “chill” because yo gorl has almost no chill – only now instead of that being a personality trait it’s causing hormonal fluctuations that my body doesn’t know how to process anymore which then leads to me passing out … which is no bueno. I consider myself agnostic because I’m not sure there is/are a god/s, but I’m not going to tell you they can’t possibly exist either. I do however enjoy the idea of trying out different forms of meditation to see if any of them will work for me, which brings me to my latest adventure – using tarot cards as a point of focus for meditation. Let’s see what cards I pull today, shall we?
Twenty Two – Intuition
As I pull my card today I ask the deck what it will show me. At the moment I’m feeling a bit unsure of what I want to do with my day and am just seeing where things go in the moment.
I was already relying on my intuition this morning to move forward today. Even after thinking on this card I don’t feel like I have any plans. Unless the plan is to just take each moment as it comes today, in which case that is the plan. Maybe it’s time to start trusting myself, since I’ve formed some good habits that help provide the structure I have in my life, maybe it’s time to start living in the moment instead of planning things ahead. Of course, if I feel like planning something later then I will, but until the feeling strikes I’ll be navigating my day by feel. So far, at the time of writing this, I’ve done my basic morning self care (which is a big win since on my depressed days that’s a very difficult thing to do), gotten dressed (probably to go nowhere since the panini is still a thing), and now I’m craving a nice, hot latte — so I think I’ll go make one.
This card was pulled from Ravynne Phelan’s Dreams of Gaia Tarot set.