I’m starting this blog series in an attempt to find my way to “chill” because yo gorl has almost no chill – only now instead of that being a personality trait it’s causing hormonal fluctuations that my body doesn’t know how to process anymore which then leads to me passing out … which is no bueno. I consider myself agnostic because I’m not sure there is/are a god/s, but I’m not going to tell you they can’t possibly exist either. I do however enjoy the idea of trying out different forms of meditation to see if any of them will work for me, which brings me to my latest adventure – using tarot cards as a point of focus for meditation. Let’s see what cards I pull today, shall we?
Six of Fire
As I drew my card today I asked what I could do to calm down since I’m getting rather nervous about my upcoming hospital stay. So of course I’ve managed to pull a card about meditation and healing when I’m using meditation to help ground myself as I focus on healing my mental health after years of having my boundaries obliterated. What this card also stresses is being courteous and considerate. With putting these things together, I think I’ll focus the rest of my day on actions I find both healing and considerate, which would be cooking and reading. Even as I type this my hands are quite shaky since I’ve already done a lot today to physically wear me out (when I’m physically exhausted I have a tendency of losing motor control), so I think I may mostly focus on reading for now. And if I feel better later I’m totally making myself some Pumpkin Spice Bread.
This card was pulled from Ravynne Phelan’s Dreams of Gaia Tarot set.